I came home and did an Insanity workout and am currently eating an orange while God blesses me with sleeping boys. I must admit I hate how working out is such a stress reliever. Why can't sleeping be a stress reliever? Definitely not when you're trying to sleep-train a baby. I have a few goals to share with you in hopes that posting them here will make me feel guilty if I don't at least try to accomplish them.
1. Make my relationship and time with God more of a priority. More than sleep...whew.
2. Be a purposeful Mom and rely on God to make me into a better one.
I often think that if I got paid for feeding kids and doing housework and had a boss watching me I would do a much better job. Isn't that sad?! I REALLY want to enjoy my kids and this precious time while they are babies. I fear nothing more than looking back on these years and realizing I spent all of my time freaking out and just "getting through it".
Yes, though it pains me to say it, it really does relieve the tension. I am not a very disciplined person but I need to practice.
God keeps reminding me of how faithful and trustworthy He is. Unfortunately, I need that constant reminding because, although I know it, I don't always act like I do. Here's praying that I trust Him to continue completing me, find my worth in Him instead of my accomplishments, and that I don't get lazy.